Is it normal that blood turns me on?
Is it normal that since I was a child I liked to lick my own blood when I'd bleed from hurting myself on accident I'd hide myself in the bathroom and I peel the scabs no matter how big or small just to watch it flow and to rub it on my skin..I also liked the way it felt to peel off the scab and feel the blood come out.. it's like a habit I do it without thinking about when I'm alone..then I'm like wait what's wrong with me? why do I enjoy this? I like to rub it on my body and lick it and put it on my face.. I learned it was sexual for me when I got older.. don't worry I was always smart enough to clean the wound when it stopped bleeding on it's own.. When I was a kid I didn't think it was wrong. Ps. I did it before I was allowed to watch any vampire movies or scary movies because I already had nightmares for no reason pretty often. Don't worry tho I don't get scared of my dreams very often anymore. Pps I don't hurt myself on purpose or anyone else I would feel pretty bad if I cut someone else I'm also afraid to get that personal with someone else's blood. If you know the psychological reason why people are like this let me know please.