Is it normal that all i want from life is to be high

Bottom line, it's IS possible to be a high functioning stoner. You can still be an intelligent, productive member of society and get high as a fucking kite while doing it.

It most certainly is normal to wanna "smoke weed ey'day". Likewise, I thought almost identically to the way you view life when you're no longer high. (as much as I used to smoke, anyway :P)

I hope this isn't presumptuous to say that life (when you're high) isn't as complicated. Not to offend you into thinking that I believe you have a problem.
But the way you perceive life when you're stoned is more relative. No?
Because, you're always going to have those moments of "What's the point of JUST being? We're eventually going to judgement day the shit outta this joint" . And you're absolutely right about the fact of inevitability coming into play. Maybe not so much on the whole Aliens wiping out the planet thing, but I hope you're picking up what I'm putting down.

The world could change and cease, but you can't just rely on waiting for it to just happen already. Life is still going to be there just the same. It's just going to happen (another inevitability). But, so is regular everyday people and, generally, everyday life. It comes in full circle. You know this because you expect it. I'm human just like you, and ive delved into the back of my mind about existence.

That's when relativity comes in on the flanks. Once you're done being philosophical and feeling indifferent. Eveyone and everything in your life is going to happen. It's just not going to be the same as your down time with yourself when you smoke up.
Once you've realized that it's just as much as the other, Things change, and you eventually find someone who can relate with you. (Results may vary)
Sure, you may not find someone to relate with. But isn't that why you're on here, too?

I hope this helps you perspectively, and again I hope it wasn't presumptuous of me to share this with you.

So ok, the good biochemical feeling of love encourages people to propagate. Why not expand science? You could engineer GMO microbes to live in planetary atmospheres like the cool upper atmosphere of Venus. Life would fill immense voids until the universe freezes because of your innovative attitude. You could become the astrogenesis of the Galaxy.

PS. Cocaine is for losers.

Take a break from smoking. Stop smoking for like a month your outlook may change. From personal experience I noticed weed effects you mentally a lot more than you may think, it makes you soon numb that sure you aren't depressed but you aren't happy either.

I smuggled a bottle of wine into our car trunk at my families christmas party. I drank a lot of it with my 19 year old cousin and we just had a great time. The rest i had to myself at home and it was great, i even enjoyed watching my cat just walk around. Eventually i realized that drugs are the easiest source of happiness. Im 15 and all my friends buy 450$ ps4s. They say "youre an alcoholic" "youre retarted for drinking" theyre the retarted ones that spend 450$ on a box that delivers mediocre thrills. Id much rather spend my money wisely and get some weed or alcohol, things that can bring me endless amounts of happiness for next to nothing."you'll get addicted you fag" maybe i want to be addicted. Being addicted doesnt have to be negative. Just like you can be addicted to running or video games, you can be addicted to drugs. In life i seek the most amount of happiness and nothing even comes close to drugs. I think that your urges are fine. Theyre just you wanting to have some fun. Dont resist it. As long as youre having fun and not causing harm to others, youre good

You can't smoke yourself stupid. I smoke like ten dabs a day. Big MnM size dabs. Been smoking for like ten years And I tested of an iq of 140 last week in school. I dunno if I'm an exception or something, but it didn't wreck my brain cell and make me a drooling veggie like that asshole DARE officer told us in grade school.

Good luck with whatever you choose to do in life.

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