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I save all my money. I never spend money on anything. Right now im stretching my ears and I have to buy supplies for myself. However, everytime I want to get said supplies, I go back and forth with myself trying to get over my guilt of spending money. Is this normal? Its not even that im cheap.... I just dont know whats wrong with me.
i used to be the same exact way! tons of people would love to have that quality, its normal. plus its sometimes a good thing.
This sounds like an early symptom of Judaism. Have you been applying double standards to your host country and Israel, promoting multiculturalism, racial/cultural/spiritual destruction, liberal democracy, capitalism/communism, or excessively materialistic world views?
If so, you may have a very commonly yet very grave soul-eating virus found primarily in the United States and Europe but that's been spreading all around the world in recent decades.
Step outside you close-knit box and you might find yourself pleasently surprised.
Make it a little experiment. Buy something totally pointless and stupid, take it home. It might help you open up a little.
Embrace life. Spending money is fun. Shopping for yourself can be fun. Don't worry so fucking much.
Hold on...... Stretching my ears? What exactly does that mean and what kind of supplies does that entail?