Is it normal taking antipsychotics when i'm not psychotic?
I was once (well, more than once as I have a history of "mental illness") prescribed antipsychotics (zyprexa, risperadol) and have long since stopped taking them. I'm fine without them, the psychosis was just a temporary thing due to drug use. I know that when I begin taking these pills, I feel zombied out and numb. Plus zyprexa especially makes me fall asleep and stay asleep for a long time. Every once in a while, I'll have the urge to take a pill and make myself sleep and put myself in this zombified-like-state where I just don't give a shit about anything.
I also know that there are studies that show antipsychotics to be brain damaging, but when I'm in these moods I dont care about my well being and kinda just feel like sleeping forever anyway. Is this normal?