Is it normal sexually that i love to secretly cheat and be so dirty?
Before we got married I had cheated one night, and I almost got caught. I had literally just had sex with another guy about 5 minutes before bumping into my boyfriend at a club where I never expected to see him in. After a few drinks I got so horny thinking about what I had just done, that by the time we got to his apartment I was soaked. When we had sex, I came more and better than ever before. It was amazing. Ever since then, when I really get the itch, I will fuck someone and try to time it, so I can be home as soon after as possible. I find that the crazier the scenario, the better. The best so far was a guy fucked me at a Superbowl party during the 4th quarter when everyone else was into the game. I had a skirt on a guy we knew socially had been flirting with me non stop. I handed him my panties at the fridge to see what he would do. Well, he fucked me from behind while I grabbed onto the counter top. I knew it was crazy but couldn't stop. He came in me after what I swear was only 4 or 5 pumps. My husband and everyone else was in the other room glued to the game. Because he came in me so quick, zipped up and hurried back to the game, no one suspected a thing. He never knew and I had the most insane orgasm that night after everyone left. During sex, I absolutely love the feeling of being dirty and that my husband does not even know what a whore I am. Any other sex is ok, just not mind blowing. I know the ramifications, I usually use protection. Only twice have I slipped up and gone bare back. I only fuck guys my husband doesn't know...etc...