Is it normal relize lifes unimportance?
everything that ends up going wrong in my life reminds me that life is meaningless. the fears, anxiety's, doughts, and feelings that people are gripped by when there plans do not workout no longer infect my conciseness when it is my own plans not working. instead i have found comfort in the words. "your life is short and it makes no difference in the end, today's upsets mean nothing because one day i will die and all this fretting will be in vein."