Is it normal porn?
I find porn frustrating, disgusting, phoney, irritating, and gross. But I still watch it and masturbate to it anyway! Like all the make up and fake tits and lips and waxed pussys and hair extensions and greasy tanned men is just ick...and it's rubbish too, like youll be getting into something and it will cut away to some bullshit like some annoying girls face or something...and I don't feel guilty or like it's wrong or anything like that but after I orgasm I feel kinda dead inside and what was previously arousing becomes kinda disgusting and crude. IIN?