Is it normal or am i delusional?

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Okay so I've been told I'm delusional, and I've been thinking things through and wondering if that's right.

-I dislike one particular celebrity, and every time I encounter someone who seems to dislike me I have an erdge to call them a fan of hers. A couple of users on this site for example. Also this guy who stopped talking to me. He never said he's a fan so I doubt, but if he is I don't want him anymore.

-My mom suggested I go to college, and I assumed it was because she wants me to get a bf and have babies. I love her and I understand she wants a grandchild, but I'm almost 21 and have plenty of time to have kids. I was hesitant to tell her I would rather train to become a Zumba instructor than go to college, but surprisingly she was supportive.

-I have a group of friends who're all fans of a particular band, and sometimes I fear favoritism exists, even though they call us their family so I highly doubt.

-Every time something depressing or frustrating happens I think it's karma punishing me, even for shit I said/did years ago.

I go to therapy, so should I mention this? Normal or am I losing it?

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  • dirtybirdy
    11 years ago | pl

    What?!?!?!the fuck...are you talkin about???

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    • ucipher8
      11 years ago

      l o l

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    Of course you should tell your therapist everything youre feeling and thinking.

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  • Darkoil
    11 years ago

    And as the sun rose that beautiful summers morning.....so did my penis.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    well im going with its 50% normal for you

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  • ucipher8
    11 years ago

    You need to be smacked with reality. COme back down from that cloud that you are on and face it, you are not at the center of the universe.

    Its fine to be the center of your own universe, i mean we can all be selfish, jealous, moody, etc. But don't react to the world as if its all directed towards you.

    God, "bands". i used to be like you, brainwashed by mtv. to be in my catalogue of music you HAD to have had a reputation on the underground circuit before you hit it big. Big: vans warped tour. Big: Sounds of the underground. Big: Ass Dan is gonna be there (RIP Ass Dan). Wanna know something about your precious little band? He would have been a fucking nobody if it wasn't for the likes of paul mccartney or rod stewart. You wouldn't of have EVER heard of him if it wasn't for the likes of the temptations or the "king" himself

    You, you kids idolize todays music and you feel as if it absolutely DEFINES who you are but that is just plain delusional. you should have left that rationale of thinking back at middle school. I can say this because i use to be like you, still maybe kind of am.

    If at all we should both get over ourselves, and stop blaming the rest of the world for interfering with our lives. Karma is one thing, shit on your neighbors lawn and expect a suspiciously good fudge brownie 4 years later at his block party BBQ. But you get my point.

    Call me sometime.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      Not sure I completely understand what you said. I don't want to be the centre of the universe, and I feel guilty being sad about my own problems because there are more serious problems in the world. The celebrity I was talking about is Kate Nash. Now SHE thinks everything is all about her.

      I didn't say my favourite band "defines" me, but they ARE more than just a band to me because I met them at Warped and kept in touch. And yes, yesterday's music influenced today's music, and today's music will influence tomorrow's. I do enjoy old shyt too, I'll admit it. But I don't see how that's relevant here.

      Update: I am going to college in the spring incase a Zumba training centre doesn't open nearby anytime soon. I don't think it'll be that bad, I'm just saying I am about to be 21 and I don't want my mother trying to make choices for me.

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    • ucipher8
      11 years ago

      I should also mention i wiki-diagnosed myself and found that i share a lot of qualities with obsessive compulsive personality disorder. Instead of chosing to be a therapist i always try to find ways to, write out my thoughts and see that if i can look back at them months even years later to see how i changed if at all.

      It can help, as long as you keep it up. I am only trying to regain my ability to think through words the way that i used to. I didn't mean to be so harsh in my reply.

      Seriously call me sometime (in case no one laughed the FIRST Time)

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  • prof.oak
    11 years ago

    Ok, you're either delusional, or a very dedicated troll (look the word up if you don't know what I'm talking about). Your post, at first glance, seems like the writing of someone who's cognition is scrambled; but, it has moments of clarity within that chaos. So if you aren't someone who spent time attempting to make this post perfectly ambiguous, then I would see a therapist very quickly, or stop doing drugs before you post, or get a writing coach....even though you're grammar is suspiciously good. But, if you are a troll, then well played.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      Thank you for the comment. If you read the whole post, I mentioned I do see a therapist once a week. I do apologise if I spelled some words wrong or used punctuation wrong, I'm guessing that confused you? I don't do drugs, haven't even been drunk for a couple of months. I've done some research about delusions, and some of mine are actually common. But at least I admit I may have a problem rather than completely denying it. Again, sorry if my post confused you, but if you read my previous comment I explained some things more thoroughly.

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  • Avant-Garde
    11 years ago

    I'm a bit confused... Maybe, you should see a therapist.

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    11 years ago

    Thanks for the comments; the celebrity is just some stupid girl who gets away with anything and everything she wants just because she's famous, thinks she's a "feminist" because she punched a guy in the weiner, and I used to like a peasant who was in love with her. I actually thought the part that confused y'all was the last one, as it was the most unusual lol

    The moon is a mindfuck created by the CIA? Lol wut? I don't quite get it but that made me laugh.

    Okii some parts I may not have explained thoroughly. I have a group of friends, I got to know them because we all love this certain band. A couple of my friends talked to the lead guy and he said cute things, and I got jealous and worried he loved them more than me, but I shouldn't feel that way because he's been really sweet to me too. My need for reassurance might stem from not fitting in when I was younger.

    The part about karma punishing me...something depressing or frustrating happens to me like at least once a week. I fear it's punishment for when I insult that celebrity I mentioned or make fun of her or shit, or when I'm mad at anybody for that matter, even though I don't insult them to their face. Also in 2008 I had this crazy celebrity crush and when I found out he was dating some chik (totally different one than the one I talk about now), I drew a picture of her murdered body with a knife in it. I know it's crazy, I feel bad now. And I feel like when crappy stuff happens to me, it's life making me pay for shit I said/did. But it's probably my imagination. I know it's crazy.

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  • dirtybirdy
    11 years ago

    I've got to know who this celebrity is.

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  • Shroot
    11 years ago

    wot

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  • Faceless
    11 years ago

    I couldnt agree more with your idea that the moon doesnt exist. It was totally made up by the CIA to mind fuck us on a nightly basis.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    My inner voices are telling me you're not normal. And that Cthulhu is coming.

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  • Moonbow
    11 years ago

    What the hell are you yapping about?

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