Is it normal my voice went away and i kind of miss it?
When I say voice its not a literal voice. Its not like I hear things that tell me to do stuff type of voice. Its more like a metaphorical train of thought that runs in my head whenever I think. If that makes any sense.
Anyways the voice is what helps me write. Its basically my inner thought and in a way its an alternate version of myself. Well what I see myself as. When I write the voice I use is the one in my head (My thoughts). I cant always speak very well and its hard for me to turn my thoughts into words. Since everything I say verbally comes out simple, and lazy not the sentence I formulated in my head.
However over the years it kind of left and I have no longer been able to really write. I kind of lost my passion for writing but I use to love to. I not sure why it left but it kind of went away when I started making freinds who treated me some what decent. I write now and my writing is a lot more organized but I cant tell if I can write anymore. Since now when I write I have absolutely no passion for it. So is it normal my voice left? or did I lose a part of myself that I needed to grow out of?