Is it normal my mother uses me

well my story isn't simple, until I have been 17, I could not have friends because my mother didn't let me see anyone. Because of the loneliness, I started cutting myself at 11, but my mum always said that I wanted to make her suffer, wich is not true, I wanted people to care for me, by any way.I just wanted to have friends, have someone to whom i would matter, like the other girls of my age had, but she never ever let me go out or have people come to her home.

Now I'm 22(2013), and she forced me to come back in 2010 (19 year old), by saying she is dying, wich was not true at all, she just felt lonely.
she forces me to stay at home to care for her since my father is dead. I have to do all he did at home, care for the money for the bills, do the repairs, care for intruders, kill just born kittens...

I can't take it anymore, i never lived for anything else than her since I was born, and now she asks me to pay back all the money I needed to live since my birth...

Should I stay for her???

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Based on 144 votes (9 yes)
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Comments ( 31 )
  • RoseIsabella

    Kill newborn kittens? I wouldn't lift a finger to help a person who believes in killing helpless baby animals. Forget her and go live your life. If anyone owes anything to anybody she owes you for how badly she's treated you. She sounds evil!

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  • NeuroNeptunian

    Leave her. I'm dead serious. Your Mom is fucking crazy. She'll get you into trouble. You don't owe her shit. Run and never look back.

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  • dirtybirdy

    If you have somewhere else to go, go. Go now.

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  • Jeaneathean

    Leave. Now. It will only get worse if you don't.

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  • gummy_jr

    What a nice Mothers Day post

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  • LiseyLandon

    So i am leaving soon after so much advice and talk, I bought a van, Im waiting for the papers to be done and im leaving to spain with a friend who did the same as me on 19th june.
    It feels so good but strange to know it is over in a month. Kinda unreal.
    I will change phone number, so she can only email me if something real bad happens, and one older friend promised me i could call him and he would go and check if its a lie before i answer her emails.
    Sometimes its hard decisions to take but once taken it seems clear that the solution is so easy.
    I will tell her just before i leave so she cant try to make me change my mind.
    Thanks to everyone who posted youve been good help for my decision

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  • Avant-Garde

    "Kill newborn kittens" O_O Run far far away like Snow White did and don't look back. If she finds you, get a restraining order against her.

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  • I wouldn't do shit for her ever again. And the kitten thing is just fucked up. You're fucked up to for even doing that for her.

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  • Shackleford96

    I too think you should leave. You will never be happy if you stay, never.

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  • Marbles

    I can't believe your mum ! Not to be hurtful but she is wrong my mum does the same to me your not alone

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    • LiseyLandon

      They should be wise enough to realise it and let our hearts go so we can live our lives. Im sad for you, hope you will find a way out.

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  • kyanviado

    Disappear it not good for your mental health

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  • 69

    this is such a sad life. in fact it's no life at all, almost like you are an orphan with a living parent. i wish you much luck

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    • Marbles

      Your right 69 she is like an orphan

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      • LiseyLandon

        Its good to hear that others think that way too, i dont feel anymore like i have a family since 2 or 3 years

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  • SDDA

    Sorry to say, but she's a freak. She is ruining your life. Maybe you should sent her to an insane-asylum and move across the country.

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    • LiseyLandon

      Even our family doctor called her a "snake mother"... Always ready to bite, cold blooded and selfish

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  • q1w2e3

    She is your mother. Please try talking to her. Maybe she will understand. Don't leave her alone, you might regret when she is no longer there.

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    • LiseyLandon

      Thats the reason why i stay until now, but it gets so bad that it harms my own life. And the threats every few weeks that she might die during the night are really hard to take.

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  • libby111230

    ok my mom ues me alot to so listunm to me go git out live you will die one day i will to so go live life now :/

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  • Avada4567

    Its so mean to kill new born kittens! She might need psychological treatment.

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  • Run.

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    • LiseyLandon

      Lol simple and clear good idea

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  • littlepanda

    WTF? Kill newborn kittens?!

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    • Marbles

      I can't believe it too I mean who wants to kill cute new born kittens?!

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      • LiseyLandon

        In the countryside in france it is common because there are lots. Sadly. Most people dont sterilize their cats, they say its cheaper to kill the kitten.

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  • _applesauce

    My gahd girl LEAVE DAT PLACE immediately!

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  • KaffeInjection

    I think she is sick in the head and she needs help.

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  • Well she's your mother. She does everything she wants with you. You're her property, since she's the one who gave birth to you.

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    • Avada4567

      Her property?! Wtf?!?!

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    • Pagan4Pride

      Sounds like you may have some issues too. It's one thing to dress your kid however you like when they are small. But to think of kids as property isn't normal. They are human beings under a parent's care, not office supplies.

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