Is it normal living in regret for so long?
excacly one year ago i met a girl she really liked me and i really liked her... I was addicted and i am addicted to ,,painkillers'' and im a steroid user. we meet for 3 weeks, then she started to ignoring me and i find out she didnt want to be with me because of drugs. and i really have been trying for a year now to get her back and nothing works i cant stop thinking about how stupid i was! im really deppressed over her. its been a year now and i cant stop thinking about her. i still talk to her as a friend. but now i have been over year in love with her and there is no way i can get over her. it hurts preatty much. i need help please? im constantly thinking about her talking to other guys and meeting someone new and that thought makes me sad.