Is it normal ive had a huge crush on the same girl for years now?
alright i have had very strong feeling for this girl for the past few years now and it has never gone any where i know and accept the fact that i probably will never be more then friends with her don't get me wrong she is a very good friend of mine and has been long since before i was attracted to her but still shes all i think about (sexually and non-sexually) and like i said i know nothing will ever happen between but it still drives me crazy and i want nothing more than to be with her ive told her how i felt before and she completely destroyed me but still and its not like ive only tried for her ive been with other girls since but i cant seem to develop any type of feelings for them no matter what i want be with her and only her don't get me wrong i really value are friendship we have been extremely close for years now tell each other everything that sort of shit but still no matte how hard i try i just cant express my true feelings for her and it kills me inside... well thank you for reading my long and probly confusing rant