Is it normal its always been this way

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So im black,white,Chinese,Japanese,and probably others but these are my definite mains. My Asian blood and black genetics are the most dominate in my appearance. So ever since i started school i was always rejected by the black kids in my class and i never understood why. Growing up i was always that kid who was really quite and sits away from people (still am today) except i have a constant empty hateful look in my eyes. i don't get why but all the black people i ever met have been extremely rotten towards me. just hateful. Because im different and talk different. all because i like different things, i love anime, i read constantly, i love to draw and i take things seriously. i just don't get why am i being hated because of that. not being a racist but when i was first starting school every other race accepted me (mostly whites) and for once i was really happy in my l life because someone finally accepted me. there's other things i don't get is my racist ignorant parents that always talk shit about whites. it pisses me off to the point where i want to fucking slap them across the face. this is 2014 shit has changed. People are trying to get along better now. There the most bipolar people ive ever met! They get so upset when they find out i don't have any black friends. you know maybe its because to this day im still being picked on by them! I don't hate them i just wish most of them would get their shit straight! :( not every person that has black in them acts the same. i honestly DO wish this would just stop. but just why...why has it been this way for me?

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    I have found American blacks to be some of the most racist, bigoted people I've ever met. Interestingly enough, it is much more so in the northern states than the south, but I believe that is because many of the older blacks in the south have seen real changes that affected their lives, whereas the blacks in the north have never lived with legal segregation, so the changes have affected them much less.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Honestly, I think people who act the way you've described are jealous, insecure and threatened by other races particularly Caucasians. I don't care for those types of people either, but I find they tend to be worst towards light skinned African Americans. It's really stupid because we can't help what race we're born into regardless of the color of skin. I'm half Colombian and for whatever reason I've never really had many so called Hispanic friends except other half Colombians or half Spaniards. I tend to feel very comfortable with mixed race or mixed ethnicity people. I've had a lot of half African American friends as well. I've also found that Africans and Caribbean people tend to be more accepting.

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  • Tommythecat.
    9 years ago

    Anyone can see, nothing really matters, nothing really matters to meeeeeeeeee

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    9 years ago

    i apologies if i offended anyone by saying the incorrect name :( Caucasians have always been there for me to cheer me up so i thank them :) you guys gave me purpose to keep trying hard when my race was just an absolute asshole to me.

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  • Musique
    9 years ago

    Not to be racist either, but in my experience a lot of dark people tend to be quite judgemental and like to impress their friends. Maybe it's just a normal case of bullying?

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  • seakelp
    9 years ago

    If people are being dicks to you, hang out with different people, bud.

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