Is it normal im way too submissive to women?
in every way.....physically,mentally,sexually,finance-wise.its really embarrassing sometimes because i cant ever stand up for myself or say no to a girl i find attractive.they all catch on to my demeanor....every girl that i know(besides maybe some family members and close family friends)dominates me in some way,shape or form.
some of them tell me to do little chores and errands,some of them use me as their beat up toy,and you know what else.
...i get this feeling in my stomach like adrenaline releasing or something when they exercise their control with violence or torture,insane demands,etc...it feels so amazing.then at times i feel so ashamed,because all my friends talk about relationships and sex,but i cant,i go to extreme lengths to hide my submissivness from my guy friends.i dont act this way towards women because im weak or my dick is small or some inadequacy like that.i dont have a "reason" why i do it.
its just ingrained into my head...their superior mannerisms.....women create life,are always considerate of all parties involved,they form such stronger emotional bonds.....i can fall into a trance like state of constant worship with almost any girl because thats the only way i know...and it scares me....am i wrong to think this highly of women?