Is it normal im attracted to older, fatter bouncers

Hey folks iv got a dilemma, ever since iv been in high school i have always found myself chatting to bouncers when im on nights out.

inevitably i always take their number and long story short end up fucking them. I swear this has happened with at least five different bouncers now. Im worried as my friends say this is weird and im worried these men are taking advantage of me because of my lustfulness towards them.

If anyone else feels like this id seem less of a weirdo!