Is it normal if i want to see myself like this?

First of all, I grew up watching reality tv shows and I still do. I love it. But watching those shows young really has impacted me today. I guess cause it is portrayed as "real life" I took it seriously to the point where I expect the same things to happen in actual real life. For example, like a plot, like there is a solution to every problem, basically like life is a script. So basically I am not in touch with "reality" because I think life is like a "reality show." So with that being said, as a person I am very self-conscious. I am always wanting to know what people think of me, how people see me, kind of like how we view reality tv people. We label them or at least define them as a certain type of person and so that person has an idea of how they come off to people and who they are. I want that. So in a way, I want my life to be in a reality show (even though the topic of it being real or not is still debated)so I have an idea of who I am to the world, what my life is like, who am I.

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  • Anime7

    This is something I can totally relate to and can empathize with. Except I grow up on cartoons and anime, so I always thought that, as the dorky unpopular social outcasts, a really pretty girl would come up and talk to me. Boy was I wrong, haha. Anyways, I think you should calm down man. You have time to figure all this out. Life isn't like a tv show sadly, but that doesn't mean that you've lost touch with reality. You have to try and be the person you want to be. Be honest with yourself about who you are. There are plenty of great things in this world, and sometimes the plot for the day may parallel that of your favorite tv show. Happened to me a couple of times. Stop caring about what people think. Live life the way you want to. You can't expect a pretty girl to go up and talk to you, you have to go talk to her.

    Anyways, the best advice I can give you is to be act like the person you want to be.

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  • peterr

    Become as sexual as you can. You will be happy and hopefully busy too.

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