Is it normal if i overdo everything?
So the real question is am I an alcoholic? and my answer is I dont think so because I overdo everything especially food. I am an over-eater, I eat a lot. I'm 125 pounds but I work out all the time and thank god because I eat a lot. I have big portions all the time. If anything, I guess Im addicted to food? but anyways, yeah my point is I dont think I have a drinking problem because I tend to do overdo everything even thinking. Its a bad habit. Yes, I overthink all the time and my bf hates it of course and I know this of myself so I have controlled it before my bf or people in general think I'm weird. So I keep my thoughts to myself but I am still overthinking. So when it comes to drinking, yeah I tend to go overboard cause not only do i overdo things but I like it and have fun, just like I love food. So me overdrinking or liking to drink might come off as an alcoholic to some people but its just annoying to me on how closed-minded people are. Just cause I like drinking and yeah sometimes I go overboard doesn't necessarily mean Im an alcoholic. Im tired of questioning it because first I didn't think so then I still didn't think so but all these signs matched the signs of an alcoholic whenever I would research it so then I was like hmmm...? But at the end of the day, I dont think I am one nor do I have a problem. I do have a problem with people making me feel bad for my desire to drink like a normal person. The best example I can relate it to is eating. If I like that certain juice, I tend to drink a lot of that juice cause I just like it! If I like this restaurant's shakes, I kind of tend to purchase them a few times the next few weeks then realize I should stop. So same thing with alcohol.