Is it normal if i look at my body this way?

Okay so I've struggled with my body but not very seriously like from anorexic to obese but you know I've always struggled to get my body as fit as I know it can be. It has so much potential to have amAzing abs and stunning slim legs. So what's the problem? Well food and I'm serious because I'm truely a food lover where I get pissed off if I paid so much for a small plate even if it was good; I like portion, I wanna eat good. I like food a little more than working out and I'm coming to realize that that body in mind will never happen at this rate and guess what, I'm okay with that because my body pretty much speaks for who I am; small waist but curvy with 38 Cs and big enough booty all coming from loving food and working out. Because food makes me happier than working Til death just to look good and I'm not gonna stop, I have no choice but to deal with my body's pros and cons. Now I also wanted to post this for pple especially girls that get frustrated and start ruining themselves for worthless purposes because I want them to feel like I do since I am getting happier and happier dealing with my body without having to deprive myself from something precious. The majority of us are born the same and from there we create our unique looks either on purpose or it just happened like with me eating and turning to a curvy girl, well then of was meant to be since it came about from something I love to do and just don't see changing it for something that doesn't make means happy.