Is it normal if i look at girls but im not a lesbian?

This has been going on for years since I was a little one so I didnt even consider approaching someone to talk to bout this I was just...doing it. Then my older brother and mom were concerned when they kept seeing me look at magazines of a lot of girls with swimsuits on and im like what? As soon as they noticed, my brother would call me lesbian and literally id be like no comment because idk...I was like 14 or 15 and wondering hmm maybe i am, im still young so I have time to figure out. As the years went on, I realized that the only reason id look at girls body parts was because thats what I desired to look like; I wanted to look attractive, hot, sexy, and desired by men. Besides, Im an affectionate person so I want them to look at me and think sex. Ok i guess that tmi so moving on. Now, I still look at girls, for the same reason that I want to look like her or I want my stomach like hers and thighs like hers, etc. Some girls might notice I was staring and ill play along with it like ok so what Im lesbian leave me alone (im not). Today girls dont even have to be lesbians to bond with each other so if i ever hook up with a girl, its not cause im lesbo but just cause of the affection. And anyways I love males, males, and males.