Is it normal if i live my life like it i was on tv?

I am a reality tv junkie and so its affected me where I feel like there's a camera next to me or behind so Im acting to not look like a fool but then I feel like I do look like a fool because reality isnt anything like reality tv but Ive seen people that pathetic in real life so I dont think I look that much of a fool? Yah Im confused. OR even with movies, some are inspiring so I follow the steps and hope to get to where the movie did. Ok i.e. if I want to reach my school goals, I watch Legally Blonde and feel like ok this is how my attitude should be and if I come across situations like Elle's then Ill do what she did. In a way, it feels like Im in my own world therefore, I lack to relate to other people.