Is it normal if i feel lazy but wish i wasn't?
I am so lazy I hate it! I want to change it so bad so I can do things completely and thoroughly. Im 20 and I just feel like I have no reason to feel this low of energy. Sometimes it has to do with mood swings. I could be up for something to do or sometimes I'm just like eh nah I don't feel like doing it. Or I can be driven at times, like planning out my future and can't wait to accomplish those things as opposed to moments where I can give a sh*t. I wish I can stay in the moment of being driven or active but it eventually goes away and drastically. I hate feeling low energized, what could it be? I eat healthy, rarely out, I'm young. Idk what to do to give me extra energy. The only thing I can think of is alcohol but that can't be good for daily use. It makes me happy, feel good about myself, energized and up for anything, positive thinking. I want to feel all these things like they are permanently a part of me, not just leave any second, but not with alcohol. It definitely can't be alcohol either that drains me down because I don't drink often but when I do, I feel great. I don't want to take pills, I just don't feel comfortable, nutrition usually doesn't make an impact on me like it does to others. For example, protein bars or coffee, these foods have a particular effect on people but not on me. What can I take or do to feel energized as well as positive?