Is it normal if i do things i know aren't right?

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I am well aware of my actions. But does that stop me from continuing even if I know its bad? No. What is that called again? I know there's a term for it. But anyways. For example, I hate cheaters. I know wanting to sleep with a couple of people while you're single is trashy. I cannot say I haven't committed one of those. I have never cheated and I think thats something I actually would NEVER do. Now, have I been on the other side of cheating? as in the "mistress?" Yes. I hate it but I find it exciting and that's my problem. I guess I have a scandalous nature. I was in a long-term relationship but I broke it off for the reason I wanted to have fun again. So I wouldn't cheat on him so I let him go. Now that Im single, I feel like its okay to have sleep with a couple of guys without getting attached. It sounds completely slutty but its not what it seems like. You see I don't even know if I am still a virgin or not so its not like Im actually fucking here, there, everywhere. So far there's only been one random guy Ive "hooked up" with. The others are guys I supposedly have a thing with. So I have fun but innocently? Yet, I can get out of control once in a while even though I know its wrong but again, its because its exciting and scandalous. Is this normal? To just let go but still be aware of what you're doing but not care anyways?

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  • Sumi
    11 years ago

    Sounds like you felt boxed in with the relationship. Pump your brakes on the I know its not right idea. You're approaching life with decisions being right and wrong. Try my system of Pros and Cons because everything is opinionated :).

    You broke up with your boyfriend then slept with someone else. I applaud you for taking the time to end what you started most people just cheat. No one can tell you what to do in life. Plus they call it a rebound it helps to remove yourself from the relationship completely.

    Take personally time to do what you please. Not everyone will have every aspect in common with each other. Watch your crappy TV shows and love the time you get to yourself. If you are questioning your actions is it your voice or friends/family/others. Listen to you and relax.

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  • Sumi
    11 years ago

    Why did your last relationship break off? Is this to spite him? Just a bit lost reading through this. If you can let us know the background info.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      BTW, also what I mean doing things even if I know its not right includes like watching shows that everyone hates and yeah I see right through it why they don't like it, but I don't care so I like it. I feel like it gives me validation for liking it since I know its wrong. It's like "as long as you know its wrong, then you're okay."

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      I said I broke up with him to have fun. I don't think that means just because I wanted to hurt him. I was actually trying to do the complete opposite by letting him go before I cheated on him.

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