Is it normal if i am picky when i am horny?
Im gonna stop that! because im suffering wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too much. I wanna f*ck all the time but when it comes down to it, i get all picky bout who it is that im with, either its a friend or i just met you ew? so yah. At the moment i feel like i am doing the righ thing bout not just going all the way with just whoeever but afterwards im suffering! Im still horny and I just stay fantasizing bout what that person and I couldve done and i get 10x hornier and depressed. FOr example, recently ive been wanting to hook up with someone in particular but i havent seen them in forever so im just waiting cause i know itll be awesome but for the meantime, im getting all these other opportunities but ive denied because theyre friends with that person i wanna f*ck and i dont want them to know how it feels to be with me you know? BUT, even tho were friends and its probably awkward now between us (which i hope doesnt happen!), i cnt stop thinking bout what couldve happened, i wouldve been one happy person. I wanna go back and say f*ck it if you know him i am horny thats all that matters especially they were all into it but i was like noooooo blah blah. Ugh. So from now on, i believe the next time i get a chance and theyre friends whatever if im feeling it like i was with my friend, were going for it. I need to do something with this problemo of course.