Is it normal idk how to dress )':

i feel like i look o stupid. like i think i look cool till i leave the house.. and i see all the other girls i want to be)': i cant walk into a grocery store without being inanelyy nervous and i dropped out of high school because it was too much to handle.. i always think i stink too)': its a misserable life. ive developed anorexia and body dimsmorphic diorder because of it i cant eat more than 100 calories a day and when i do eat ANYTHING i can see the fat literally growing on me and i see myself getting bigger.. i can feel it on myself. i just wanna be perfect. like all the other girls i always see.. the ones that give me dirty looks when i walk past or laugh.. btw im not skitso i know when people are looking and laughing. i guess i jut needed to get all that out. at least i aknowledge im dumb looking)':

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  • bubblicious775

    Some meat, not all skin and bones. They don't want to be with a slutty girl, they want to screw over those girls. But they want to make a realationship out of the girls that have a soul. They have have nothing on you. Their dirty looks are envy. And their laughs are just to cover the cries. You don't look stupid, I'm sure of it. Your story really pisses me off knowing these girls get to other girls like this. Making them think their not good enough. You are, and stick up your nose to those girls. They will always be empty, hollow and will never find what there looking for.

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  • Heh?

    Body image and fashion are overrated. You should instead focus on being healthy and comfortable.

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  • reginaFalangi

    You need to get over those feelings.
    Beauty comes with good health, caring for yourself and loving your life and your body.

    Fashion, models, magazines, ads, all those are making us women confused and sad. You need to get help because all that nonsense is affecting you and it's not fair, if you tried to get over that on your own it may take you longer. I think therapy couldbe more hepful.

    Good luck, beautiful!

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  • Monster93

    Im sure your not dumb looking and trust me no girl looks perfect....except for the girl i like :3 But you shouldnt worry about what other people think about you. As for the eating part its ok if you see a bit of fat 'growing' on you cause if your anorexic then a bit a fat is a good thing. And for the stinking part i read that somewhere that some people have a natural fear of thinking they smell. Im sure you shower everyday and you dont smell so you're prefectly normal. I even think i smell sometimes too but its nothing to worry about.

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  • polkadot101

    You know everyone isn't perfect but perfect in there own ways...When people laugh or stare keep your head high and remember your perfect in your own ways!

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  • xino00

    "i just wanna be perfect. like all the other girls i always see.."

    this is not good! you may think those girls are perfect, they look perfect but internally they are not!

    I usually work out at the gym and I don't look big but people tell me I look big O_o.

    I suggest you start making change. Change the way you dress, your hair style etc. You would notice little effect in your life.

    I used to be skinny before but now I'm big and I'm proud of the changes I've made!

    But i'm not saying you should be like one of those h0es:/
    Just change the usualy hair style you have into something different you've never tried before.
    dress differently.

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  • bubblicious775

    Listen. Not one of those nasty mean girls are perfect! And guess what, most time the girls that are "perfect" in high school become fat and ugly as they get older, OR they become even more fake and nasty. Don't let yourself slip into one of them. Ask any guy, they want someone with a l

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