Is it normal idk how to dress )':
i feel like i look o stupid. like i think i look cool till i leave the house.. and i see all the other girls i want to be)': i cant walk into a grocery store without being inanelyy nervous and i dropped out of high school because it was too much to handle.. i always think i stink too)': its a misserable life. ive developed anorexia and body dimsmorphic diorder because of it i cant eat more than 100 calories a day and when i do eat ANYTHING i can see the fat literally growing on me and i see myself getting bigger.. i can feel it on myself. i just wanna be perfect. like all the other girls i always see.. the ones that give me dirty looks when i walk past or laugh.. btw im not skitso i know when people are looking and laughing. i guess i jut needed to get all that out. at least i aknowledge im dumb looking)':