Is it normal i want to try opiates?
I tried weed once and it gave birth to my first very panic attack.. Yes, it fucked me up for quite some time but i managed to get through it.
I still drink and i love it, i love to get drunk.. Heck i even drink alone.
Couple of months ago i started researching opiates.. I started realizing that there is more than just "Heroin" which everyone talks crap about and the whole needle thing is just disgusting imo.
I'm not an addict, not an Alcoholic anything.. I was once told that i didn't have the "Addict gene" Or something which confused me. But holy shit do i love to get hammered.
- I also tried weed one more time after that and it was much better, i was in a safe and good place at that time. Since then i haven't tried any other drugs or anything..
My research is going good, getting smarter on self-harm and stuff.. Allthough i'm more interested in opiates by reading about them than actually wanting to try them i still want to try an Oxy or something, i want to know what it's all about, and if it works for me. INN i want to try opiates?