Is it normal i want to kill people who have ruined my life?

One of the more important things one can learn is the art of simply keeping your cool. The desire for retribution that you speak of is obviously normal, but just keep in mind that vengeance can require much discipline. Relax, suppress your anger, and take it as slow as you feel you need to.

However, it's also very important to assess the situation from other angles. Analyze it and try to draw valid conclusions.

"Is there some way I could settle the score legally and peacefully?"
"Could there possibly be more to all this than meets the eye and I need to dig for more information?"
"Is it worth it to begin with?"

Whatever you do, don't allow yourself to be overtaken by hatred. I know from firsthand experience that this can be VERY difficult, but it's a vital skill. Your emotions should serve you, not the other way around.

And I suppose your life will be so much better, spending it in prison?
Killing those who did you wrong may seem like a good idea now, but the consequences would probably be much worse in the long run.

WTF?!

Totally normal to want to kill other people. Natural selection mother fucker!

Report them as TAX evaders with an anonymous tip. Works everytime :p

I be killin them rival peeps all my life son. see what im sayin. If they dont be respecting chu they dont deserve life. yall mean? Keep your pimp hand strong when killing these mo-fos.

I understand how frustrated you must be. I too, have aspergers and I always had a hard time fitting in. I was always the person that was a bit odd and different. Nobody really understood me and I was very awkward in social situations. I'm sorry for what those people have put you through. Its not right for them to have used you like that. Please don't kill anyone. You'll only end up regretting it later. But I'm sure karma will bite them in the butt later, I'm sure. I hope everything will end up ok for you in the future.

Killing is the wrong thing to do. You should steal instead.

You need to figure out how to steal that money back from them without getting caught.

Let karma take over! And ppl, watch your tongues! You don't want the cat to get it!

There was a deadly shooting just north of here. The shooter did this for retribution as well. Obviously the reasons he had were far more ridiculous but being that I could have easily been responsible for his woes had I been affiliated with him and have rejected many guys who seemed a bit nuts to me, this post is very disturbing to me.

So forgive me. For fucks sake, don't kill anyone. Find a trustworthy friend, someone who probably isn't going to ask you for money or favors like that, and stick with that group. I know life is lonely when you have shit for social skills but killing is never the answer. They are not worth ending your life over. No one is. Learn from this and move on. Not everyone is an asshole and even people who have social skills get fucked over from time to time.

Real friends don't ask for money. Let karma deal with them.

What True said.
Also, be careful about how generous you are in the future. I find it's more rewarding to help strangers than 'friends'. They seem more grateful, you never have see them again so they won't expect more, and you see them the way you want to see them without worrying how they're really going to turn out. When you choose to be generous, don't give away what you can't afford to lose. Feeding a homeless guy instead of buying a cd- thoughtful and logical. Buying a friend a movie instead of getting shampoo, conditioner, and paper towels- mistake.
I'm sorry you got close to people like that, but you've gotta let go for your own sake, in time of course.

Ooh... A Nina (if you're a girl) / Jeff (if you're a guy) the Killer moment... High five, yo! I could relate to these dudes, too!

I'm a diagnosed aspie too and can completely understand and relate to this.
Best thing to do is think about the future and not worry about the past. You'll only end up in jail.