Is it normal i want to kill any one who has remotely wronged me?

I am not entirely sure where to start but i will make it as brief as possible. I am a girl in my 20's and all i want to do is kill people. I think about it every day and the urge is strong. I also have a knife fetish, wheey. It isn't all bad because these people have to of wronged me to a degree-but that could be anything from using my loved ones as weapons against me to looking at me in the street. I will then fantasise about how i want to kill them. Kidnapping is my main fantasy and from there follows starvation, torture, flaying, and i fantasise about keeping them tied up and just staring at them for hours, i want to destroy their minds, i want them to crumble into nothing, i want to be their living hell. On the plus i love animals, and i have a soft spot for old people. I could never harm an old person, or a child. So, vote now :) am i normal?

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37% Normal
Based on 62 votes (23 yes)
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  • ThisUsernameDoesntFi

    if you're serious about this "all i wanna do is kill people" why not join the army or something? Then you can kill people and you'll even be praised for it!

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    • Holzman_67

      great advice. It's really the only legal way of killing someone.

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    • MauriceLikesChicks1015

      Agreed instead of taking this out on innocent civilians why not join the Army where you would be praised for your work by the evil corrupt governments of this world??

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    • LittleMissSociopath

      i refuse to harm an old person or a child. That rules me out of the army. I will want someone to suffer for even walking near me, but if i was to bust into a house of scared children i would probably hide them all to save them. See the conflict here? pain in the arse, being me. Thanks though :)

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  • Leonard_Hatred_

    One of 2 things:
    Seriously. Get help.
    Or join one of those groups in the Middle East.
    You'd fit right in.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Maybe you're living with an undiagnosed mood disorder?

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    • LittleMissSociopath

      i was diagnosed with two personality disorders one of them being anti-social. Do you think that is the cause?

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      • RoseIsabella

        Most likely, did you get diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder as well?

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  • LittleMissSociopath

    i was dumped into a mental institution years ago, but that was for self harm/mutilation. Now, it feels like i am the most important person on earth and every one else must be destroyed. Sorry as articulate as i usually am this is such a hard thing to explain. Like i honestly debate whether or not the satisfaction i would get from harming any one who had even looked at me remotely disapprovingly would be so worth the jail time.

    I think i may change my name to "Irrational"

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  • ThisUsernameDoesntFi

    Wow, that escalated quickly.

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  • LittleLeafff

    Just destroy them mentally, not psychically.

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    • LittleMissSociopath

      i feel i need to have them in my control under my roof for that. I would have to make sure they were properly broken before i release them too.

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  • ThatPerson026

    I dont think its abnormal, i fantasize killing my sister and everyone at my school, and i dont even know their names, its just that they make stupid decisions that are self-centered upon theirselves based on usless emotions lol. Its kinda how some people just are. And yes.
    THEY ARE INFERIOR. Because emotion makes you weak

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  • LittleMissSociopath

    also its not like i just want to punch these people i want them to suffer for a long time so i can enjoy it. You are right though i must occupy my mind more. I'm an artist, but i need to be more of an artist (every waking hour)

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  • LittleMissSociopath

    it's like, i can't be hurt but if someone tries it, then they must die. That sounds ridiculous i knew this was going to be a clusterfuck of a post lol

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  • LittleMissSociopath

    yes i suppose so. I don't mean wronged me as in hurt me. I feel emotionally dead. Like i don't cry if someone dies, i just pretend to care. I mean it feels as though most people are inferior and they are scum and how dare they so much as even talk rudely to me. I do apologise for how this comes across. Literally no one knows how i really think and it's not like i will tell any one that! thank you for your sensible responses.

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    • Accelerated-Reader

      I've known how evil and decietful you are for a long time. You would not be shooting your mouth off like this after i busted a beer bottle in your cunt and made so many circles with it a tornado was created.

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      • LittleMissSociopath

        You can keep your cunting blood tornado. If i could i would flay your genitals and bathe them in salt but hey ho we are behind screens for fucks sakes. What a pity.

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      • LittleMissSociopath

        shooting my mouth? shooting it? i am pressing keys...also if you know who i am, name me. Lets play that game. Amusing imagery but i may well have a cock.

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    • I think I get what you are saying. I normally don't get sad when people die as well. I guess I don't feel connected to others.

      I think disliking people or seeing them as inferior is part of human nature, but I also think we should control these thoughts as well. As I said I'm like you. And when I focus on them it makes me miserable. I can be nice on the surface but quite cruel on the inside.

      I think it is good to be honest about these thoughts in the right situation. You're better than me in that aspect.

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  • Ice78

    Oh my god your insane! Your the reason why I have trust issues

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  • lilbabybear

    Its kind of normal just don't actually do it xD btw I have a knife fetish too :3

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    • LittleMissSociopath

      wonderful. What is it you like about them? it's intriguing i don't know any one else who has it.

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      • lilbabybear

        Well I like the way it feels against my skin (without cutting). Also plenty of people have a knife fetish, look it up on Instagram

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        • LittleMissSociopath

          i feel they are just people trying to be edgy but i may be wrong.I like how it feels against my skin and lips too.

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  • Max2016

    Alright, you should seriously consider seeing a psychiatrist. While having fantasies about doing such things per se isn't abnormal, obsessing over them could be a sign that something might not be exactly right.

    And please, don't act out your fantasies. The world has plenty of killers and murderers. If you think you're better than others, why not prove in some other way? You think you're smarter than everyone else? Then invent something, maybe a inter-dimensional portal creation machine? If you think you're more beautiful than everyone, win a beauty contest. Killing people isn't hard and only weak and pathetic people do it. If you're better than that, prove it.

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  • shuttuppnerddplz

    Go to IS

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  • FORUMidableFuckthemods

    Wow you sound just like me.

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    • IMissMary

      Me too, except I dont have a soft spot

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      • FORUMidableFuckthemods

        Yeah same, I fucking hate animals and shit.

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        • IMissMary

          I love animals - Fried, Stewed, Grilled, BBQ'd, Baked, Sauteed and even Boiled.

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          • LittleMissSociopath

            oh i enjoy eating them. And killing them, but only for eating...i prefer predators, lions, admirable beasts with so much power.

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            • LittleMissSociopath

              i don't eat lions that sounded weird asf.

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          • FORUMidableFuckthemods

            Yup if they ain't killed they are grilled; that is the only way I enjoy seeing them. Crispy corpses for all.

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  • Holzman_67

    tad sadistic perhaps.

    don't kill me I'm too young to die
    *wets pants*

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  • LittleMissSociopath

    i don't tell any one, i hide behind the most normal attitude so no one will know. Am i bitter? i have no idea. Surely it's more than just bitterness if you get a lot of pleasure out of the thoughts?

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    • Yes, wanting to physically harm someone who wronged you is bitterness. I used to daydream (and I will admit I still do) about destroying people's life who wronged me. I hid it as well. But, at least in my case, if I focused on the thought for long it began to manifest itself at time.

      I assumed people were wronging me when they weren't and would call them out for something that wasn't significant. It's something I truly regret. That's why I think you need to fill your thoughts with something more productive.

      We don't we both try to do the better thing?

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  • DaddyLovesHisPussyYoungNHairy

    People turn us into being bitter and haters so i feel for you

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