Is it normal i want to hide my sh so i can have some time together?

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I got really bad again...and I haven't cut in months now...I'm 20 and thought I was over this...it started so many years ago I can't even remember...from hitting myself, forcing myself to throw up, bitting myself, cutting, forcing my nails through my skin...I have done a lot of stupid stuff...I stopped cutting because this one was the most obvious one and yestersay I did it again...we're supposed to meet this week and somehow I hope he won't get to see/notice them...they're on my thigh and...somehow I can't seem to get myself to tell him the truth over the phone...I stopped cutting when he made me choose between that and him...and I am so scared he'll keep his words...

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  • guyiwthaname
    7 years ago

    My ex girlfriend did this too. I told her, that I can't help her get rid of it, she has to stop it with her own strength. I said that I only can help her to get to the point were she stops it.

    But She didn't stop, so I left her.

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  • AbnormallyAwesome
    7 years ago

    You need to tell someone. I hope your boyfriend (if that's who "he" is) would be supportive and try to help you. But even if you can't talk to him you should talk to a therapist. You need to work out whatever is causing you to harm yourself.
    I would still suggest to be honest to your guy though. My girlfriend was (and sometimes still is) going through some really bad lows. It wasn't easy for either of us, but I'm very glad she talked to me about it. It shows trust and you give the people who love you a chance to help.

    I wish you all the best and hope you can leave this behind you.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      7 years ago

      If that's who he is....meaning? I'm at work and quite tired...what do you mean?

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      • AbnormallyAwesome
        7 years ago

        Well you never said who you were talking about, I just assumed it was your boyfriend.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          7 years ago

          Oh my...you're absolutely right. I'm sorry, my bad

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          • AbnormallyAwesome
            7 years ago

            Never mind :)
            Have you met him yet? Have you told him the truth?

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            • Anonymous Post Author
              7 years ago

              Yes. And he oddly enough didn't speak about it...I don't really know...I'm extremely confused

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