Is it normal- i want to get drunk and irresponsible..?

The thing is, by doing something so irresponsible and acting badly, you risk losing the respect of all those people who think so highly of you. You feel restless and want to do something because you're young. But there is no real payoff in setting yourself up to lose the respect you have earned. Why in the world would someone WANT to make bad decisions? The rest of spend a lifetime trying not to ,make them. This would be something you would never want your children to know you did. In the immediate future, this kind of behavior might cost you some relationships because you might come to be seen as not the kind of girl you marry, just the kind you use. That's the way guys think. Bad behavior could cost you job possibilities if it ever got public, which i common with ell phone use now.
It sounds like you've been a great person up to now. Don't ruin it in a silly whim.

That's what being young is for- bad decisions. Go for it.

It's okay to drink but you have to do so responsibly. Don't get so wasted you don't know what you're doing, that can cause problems plus increase the risk of alcohol poisoning. And whatever you do, don't drink and drive. My brother's friend made that mistake and killed an innocent young woman & spent 6 years in prison. Just saying, make your own choices but be careful.

Enough red wine will lower a woman's inabitions. Some wives become silly and they say to there husbands I want to be laid by a stranger. Is it exciting? I don't know. perhaps if the stranger used a condom and doesn't kiss his wife on her lips it may, and I say may be sexually arousing. When its over your wife is a slut.

Will you like that? Only you will know. Play it safe she is your wife better or for worse in love and in sickness. Be very carful

Tom Zazzaa

Normal? Yes. Smart? Not really.

It's ok to be drinking RESPONSIBLY. And don't use it as a tool to make yourself better socially. Most likely you aren't even much better socially, you only are feeling that way in your head, but in reality you probably look pretty wasted and stupid. And if it does work, you may begin to start drinking all the time around people in order to be social. It's ok to drink and have fun with friends though.

Please be responsible.

I am like you in a way and I understand how you feel but don't go crazy and ruin your life. I know it sounds far fetched but I knew a friend who thought like that and they pretty much ruined their life. But if you're worried whether or not this is normal, you're fine.

all of my friends made out with at least ten boys. are they're just whores or am i the stupid one for never doing that? for this moment i'm in a relationship, but somehow i feel like i missed something.

Yes but be careful. Dont be stupid.

In college or highschool?