Is it normal i want to consume human flesh?
Human flesh is often a very taboo thing to eat, most of the time being looked down upon, with the usual evil, satanic, sadistic, words being thrown around. But to me, I think human flesh could possibly be an industry in itself, there could be money to be made. I've tried to explain this to other people but they always think I need psychological help or something, but then again I come from a back-woods town full of ignorance. So I came to the internet for clarification. I've also noticed (as in people record it happening, I got a lot of weird looks afterwards too, lol.) that when I black out during particularly, "violent" events that my first instinct is to take them down and start going for the neck, my friends even went so far to compare me to a dog or some other un-domesticated animal. All of during which I can't remember or is really hazy in my mind. Is this seriously not normal? And as time progresses I find myself more and more thinking about meat, just meat in general. I'm naturally a non-violent person but I'm pushed to my limits and I act out. I used to keep shrugging it off but I started to question myself and actually start to be concerned when my girl friend couldn't even look me in the eyes afterwards, I felt so ashamed and miserable with myself that day. Everyone else thinks it's cool or whatever but in all honesty this is starting to take effect in my life, and I'd rather stop it before it gets out of hand. I thought it was normal for some people to black out? I honestly see nothing wrong with the consumption of human flesh, it's all meat anyways, regardless if it's dead or not. To me it's just another food source.