Is it normal i want to become a heroin addict?
It feels good so why not do it? your going to die anyway.
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It feels good so why not do it? your going to die anyway.
It's good to set yourself achievable goals.
Remember:
Never a frown with golden brown
It will remove your friends,
It will remove your love,
It will remove your heart,
It will remove your veins,
It will remove your mind,
It will remove your family,
It will remove your money,
It will remove your dignity,
It will remove your life.
Worst of all it will remove your freedom, you will be, forever in its grasp.
That is the dangers of heroin, described to me by my dying uncle, a heroin addict and former drug dealer who "got high off his own supply". Heroic huh?
I watched him live and die in the worst way possible. Slowly and painfully. Once you take it, and inject it, I would say he was a great man, but after what he went through, i cant even call him human. The only thing it doesn't remove is your soul. It goes one step further, it corrupts it. You will be forever remembered for what you died as, not who you were. I doubt anyone will even go to your funeral.
I have seen 3 people die of heroin addiction. At least I don't know you, I won't have to watch you suffer.
Good Luck.
You have to be rich to really enjoy it. Because if you cant afford your buzz its going to be a really bad trip and you are going to suck dicks for it lol.
After a while it stops feeling good, and you only keep doing it to stop feeling awful. That sounds like a crap life to me.
That's a pathetic way to go about it. The coward's way out if you ask me.
It is normal to try imaging an easy way. In reality life is torturous no matter what path. So find a path with some good views. Take the high road.
Yea I kinda feel like that too.
In case there ever comes a day where I want to kill myself I'll take a shitload of herion before blowing my brains out with a shotgun. Kurt Cobain Style!
NO YOU DON'T.
But when it comes down to it, it's your body and your say.
I did heroin for two years , and I can promise you being dope sick is the worst feeling ever towards the end I was shooting 6 bags a day every day or I would kick , it becomes unaffordable and pathetic you would do anything for a bag because you need it and when you finally get it , it bearly feels good it just feels normal . So I wouldn't advise it .
At my worst I was up to 3 bundles of dope a day. I've been clean for a year now (granted, the only way this was possible was finally getting to a methadone clinic -- I consider it clean as it's the only thing I do, but many arrogant people consider it still using despite how it gives you your life back if you follow the program and don't abuse it or other things while on it... I'm losing track of the point of this now) and it still just pisses me off when I read things like that. "Gee, it would be fun to be an addict!"
Okay. You want it so bad? Here, take my addiction. That'll be fun for you.
Even if I could, I wouldn't trade it to get rid of it. It's that awful.
I still have nightmares about searching for dope to avoid sickness, even when I'm not sick. Once I had found a mountain of bundles (DREAM...obviously) in the middle of the train tracks of the A train coming from JFK Airport. I kept trying to find a clean spoon in the trash, not worried about getting hit by a train, but more so embarrassed that all of the people on the platform were watching me. I hate drug dreams.
why exactly would you want to be a heroin addict again? Like what's your main reason?
Because once you are, and you're not, all you can think about is how much you miss it, despite being very well aware that it's absolutely awful and won't be like it was in the original honeymoon phase. Despite being clean for xxx amount of weeks/months/years, having another go is all you can think about.
"I'll just do it once to show myself that it wasn't such a big thing."
"I need to get it out of my system just so I stop thinking about it."
"I'm bored."
The thoughts are endless.
A very close friend of mine died of a heroin overdose, not a second goes by that i don't miss him. Trust me, you don't wanna get involved in that stuff.
heroin is no joke, man. wanting to try it is one thing, but almost overdosing is not really a good experience I'll tell you
even worse is nearly losing someone you love
I don't know just where I'm going
But I'm goin' to try for the kingdom if I can
'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein
Then I tell you things aren't quite the same
When I'm rushing on my run
And I feel just like Jesus' son
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know
I have made big decision
I'm goin' to try to nullify my life
'Cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
You can't help me not you guys
All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know
I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sailed the darkened seas
On a great big clipper ship
Going from this land here to that
I put on a sailor's suit and cap
Away from the big city
Where a man cannot be free
Of all the evils in this town
And of himself and those around
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Heroin, be the death of me
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life
Because a mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head
And then I'm better off than dead
When the smack begins to flow
Then I really don't care anymore
About all the Jim-Jims in this town
And everybody putting everybody else down
And all of the politicians makin' crazy sounds
All the dead bodies piled up in mounds, yeah
Wow, that heroin is in my blood
And the blood is in my head
Yeah, thank God that I'm good as dead
Ooohhh, thank your God that I'm not aware
And thank God that I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know