Is it normal i want to be sexual with my best friend?
So I have a best friend and her, another girl and I got drunk once and we were all making out and eating eachother out and stuff and after we all made it very clear that we are straight, which we all are. This happened a couple times though. We stopped being friends with the other girl and dont talk to her anymore. My best friend ans I are super close ans we get high and drink together and party but nothing has ever happened since then. We are hanging out tomorrow and getting high and going in the hot tib and I see this as a good oppertunity to kiss her and see what happens... I can tell sue wants to too but its like we are both scared. We arent lesbian we just love eachother as friends. Is it normal that I am fantisizing about being sexual with my best friend in the hot tub?