Is it normal i want my boyfriend

Ok ang blew it all out of proportion. Just tell him thats what you want he is prob just scared and doesnt want to make you upset. Just tell him that if he starts going to far you will stop him its no big deal. Tell him what you like and what you dont.

Normal, especially if youve been dating for 4 months...you should trust him enough to go further then that by now

Normal, but remember what heavy petting can lead to. It's like this; a car is at the top of the hill when you're holding hands and giving peck kisses on the cheek. Heavy petting causes the car begin it's descent down the hill. It goes faster as heavy petty leads to fondling and even faster when fondling leads to sucking and then comes fucking and finally the car has crashed at the bottom of the hill and now you're pregnant or have herpes. I seriously learned this in Sunday school. There were even drawing on the board the show the car moving down the hill and bursting into flames:

Some people never learn how to do one thing properly until they done it for the one hundred and sixtyseventh time.
So,you might wanna explain to him as exaustively as possible what you want him to do to you,give him some directions,instructions,till he manages to satisfy your requests. If you expect him to be superhandsy on his own,then you should probably take the advice of 41ph4m413 and let some more expert guy have his way with you. You should not have any troubles finding one just put on your best dress go out there and:babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and do not forget the violence,blahblahblah get your lovely dovey sad and lonely stick your stupid slogan in and everybody sing along.

dump him and get a real man