Is it normal i want a white woman to call me the n-word during sex

i am a black man and my biggest sex fantasy in the world is to have a white woman call me the n word during sex. i feel really weird and disgusted with myself even imagining it,but it turns me on at the same time. it makes me feel like i am spitting in the faces of every slave that suffered and died for me to be here. i haven't done this yet,but i have been thinking of paying a white woman off backpage to do it with. are things like this normal?

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70% Normal
Based on 10 votes (7 yes)
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  • megadriver

    Probably normal. You want your partner to insult you/ humiliate you. Common sex thing.

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  • kelili

    What a fantasy!! Having fantasies is normal, whatever the fantasy. I have fantasies that I simply cannot tell because very few people would understand. If you really want to do it, do it. Pay a white prostitute and she'll do the job. And it's a black woman who's telling you this ;)

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  • RoseIsabella

    Damn, that's really sad! I was gonna chew you out but I'm not trying to turn you on. I'll never understand humiliation and degradation. This whole mess is like finding dead bugs in my cereal. Yuck.

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