Is it normal i want a white woman to call me the n-word during sex
i am a black man and my biggest sex fantasy in the world is to have a white woman call me the n word during sex. i feel really weird and disgusted with myself even imagining it,but it turns me on at the same time. it makes me feel like i am spitting in the faces of every slave that suffered and died for me to be here. i haven't done this yet,but i have been thinking of paying a white woman off backpage to do it with. are things like this normal?