Is it normal i think of death in depth and make myself feel terrible
I somtimes will think about how death is inescapable and want to cry and im not a crier- im a guy who wont cry for a lot of stuff. I try to comfort myself beacause i know it will probably feel like falling asleep. But its not the dieing part so much as departing from this world forever. This doesnt happen excessively but it reeeeealy bothers me because its like im trapped in a room with the walls slowly closeing in on me and i know one day they will come and crush me. Thats the part that makes me so angry and full of sorrow. I know that i should stop thinking about it but once i start its hard to stop. (i mean when you KNOW it will happen its hard to not think of it) Before you ask- i did try religion but i personally felt it was just a crock of shit. Just my opinion and really would apreciate you wouldnt post somthing about religion on here.