Is it normal i think i may actually never take the driver licence
A combination of economy (I could not afford either a car or driver license at this point) and that I don't think I could succeed in the test itself, at least before running out of tries I can (sometime) afford. And my dad actually discourages it.
I have some traits that are not good for it, like having trouble focusing on multiple things at once. I sometimes forget things in the moment that I actually know (think that could translate to traffic rules). And I totally panic if I get close to a wasp (if I discover that inside the car I may very well crash).