Is it normal i think i could kill him
my brother is 3 years younger than me and he gets on the wrong side of me easily. when he does this i will hit him like theres no tomrrow, i will sometimes even try and strangle him, i cant control what i do when im in this state of mind and sometimes fear that i could do a lot worse than this. after i have hurt him i walk out of the room like nothing has happened and regret falls over me. i feel like when im angry im a differant person and cant control my actions does this mean theres something wrong with me? just as extra information i do kickboxing whcih is where a use my anger but i always seem to be able to find more when it comes to my brother which also means i know moves that will hurt him