Is it normal i sometimes wish i had nightmares??
For the past few years I've felt almost lifeless. I know that sounds pathetic and whatever, so I don't need any snotty comments about it. Lol. But I haven't felt any actual fear. It seems like nothing can affect me anymore. Some poeple might see that as a blessing, but it just doesn't seem right to me. I miss the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night sweaty and scared..I also miss going through the next day thinking why I dreamt what I dreamt..Like if it was some crazy puzzle I was trying to put together. Is it normal??