Is it normal i plan out ways to kill myself?

I plan out way to kill myself alot. Like the other day I thought about sliting my wrist and watching the blood drip out of my arm until it stopped then I would break my arm like the girl on the Ophan did,I make myself stuffer in my own self inclifcted pain until I can't take it no more. That's when I'd finish myself off. By a classic stabbing. See just like that planned and in dept detail. Is it normal? or What?

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43% Normal
Based on 130 votes (56 yes)
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Comments ( 27 )
  • jacklucas

    If this were a conversation, here is where the optimists would cover their ears and go "lalalalalala."

    Suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem of us on this earth.

    Some may say that the temporary problem is one's mental state; that medicines can alleviate the permeating sense of worthlessness and despair in one's life. However, how is trading one temporary mental state for another temporary biochemically induced labotomization-of-a-mental state an improvement on what will ultimately end the same way: in pain, suffering, and death? Granted, old age or illness are socially accepted forms of death (and very profitable to the health industry), while suicide is generally cheap and fast, and benefits almost no one except the one who dies (the only one that truly matters in this situation, I might add).

    We have been slowly programmed over the course of our lives through religion, media, and science to gradually learn to hate our less-than-ideal selves and situations, and then to blindly accept the recommendations of the largely theoretical mental health establishment as an answer to all our prefabricated problems. This system perpetuates a very profitable cycle in our society, so lucrative that to oppose it publicly is seen as social suicide. In fact, even if someone voluntarily undergoes psychotherapy to "help" themselves, and this becomes known publicly, that person is stigmatized as defective or unemployable, or practically useless. Perhaps this is why suicide has long been regarded as illegal or sin: it depletes the human race of another strong back, or at least of another economic consumer. In order for societies and gross national products to grow, there is required a sense of well-being and meaningful progress in our lives. You cannot have more babies when you are dead, and the system cannot grow without more and more humans.

    Life is precious and rare, and humans are uniquely suicidal. Dilemma.

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  • NickNick

    its not normal if you keep thinking about it but pls dont kill urself :)

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  • GoraIntoDesiGals

    I'd use more peaceful methods such as helium with exit bag or pentobarbital overdose. I like the idea to go to sleep and never wake up in this shitworld.

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  • Avant-Garde

    Ps. Please don't kill yourself. Life gets better at some point or another. Don't give up:)

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  • unrealjoe

    by the time make this comment ur dead

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  • sparkman

    Man if you keep thinking about killing yourself, do it you white trash piece of shit

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  • bloodlust

    Everyone thinks it is so easy for people who face this problem. I used to cut to the point of needing stitches just to feel the pain and see the blood. I also planned my death. Most of the time it has to do with chemical imbalances in the brain. Sometimes poeple( like myself) have to be medicated to help deal with these kinds of issues. It is something that I and a lot of people will have to deal with the rest of our lives. It is a good idea to seek help before acting on the plans you have made.

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  • tristiano7

    Thats funny
    As if youd be consious after slitting your wrists lmao
    You would pass out because of the sudden blood loss and probably die right there or be close to it depending on if you got help quick enough
    But say you did have the sheer strength and will power to drag yourself over to the big metal clamp
    You not only wouldnt have the strength to tighten it enough to break your arm, but the minute you arm started to fracture, u would fall to the ground and start crying lol
    U cant even imagine the pain that comes with a compound fracture lol
    And then drag yourself to a knife to stab your self with two slitted wrists and a broken arm? Its almost laughable

    Its pretty normal to fantasize every now and then when your angry or sad
    But if its become an obsession you should seek proffessional help

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  • andyv

    i have done this to try to hold on someone will come in to your life and save you when you fell the worst just hold on

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  • Sheldon

    The girl that wrote this post.... She acually did follow up with her plan, and she killed herself. R.I.P. :-(

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  • NesquickL0vr

    get some help.....

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  • Ps it's been a year and only seen sisters once each since when they were with my dads mom so if you have reasons like that and you havnt even tried yet than your more normal than me

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  • Plan it all the time and almost realy did it once but I have regrets, deadbeat dad issues,I only child, with a single mother on a low pay job. Back to my dad he hardly pays child support and he banned me from his house because of his slut second wife hates me, and on top of that I've only since seen my sisters once each since they live with him so if your life sucks to that degree than yes it's normal.

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  • heycheri

    Actually, the desire for death is called "Thanatos". It's a word that also means "death drive"! Pretty cool, huh?

    Thanatos is the Greek god of death. Now you have something to relate to!

    Cheri
    www.heycheri.com

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    • imagirldealwithit123

      hey jessie.. nananana

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  • keawee

    Dude you need help. Serioulsy got get some

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  • Ihave2try

    Wow!!!

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  • RoggerValline

    pls dont ever think about it and dont ever kill yourself or else you'll rlly regret. your life after death will start in other dimension, no food, no sleep, no rest, nothing . u'll suffer em till your fortune end. someone just told me that

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  • jacklucas

    Space is normal, life is not.

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  • yknowit

    its normal if you think of it as a joke or something.. like a what if kinda thing.
    but if youre actually planning this out to do it ........SEEK HELP lol
    dont kill yourself please

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    • Unknown93

      I'm not joking about the stuff I post on here I have been to 5 insane sighlems and none of them seem to help I actally pretend to be better to get out of there.

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  • c21smith12

    until u've rehearsed this with a knife or loaded a gun and put it to ur head or something it's not that serious.
    what i'm sayin is everyone thinks about it but only those that turn suicide into a real plan of action are the ones to worry about

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  • bettybump

    I would say if it is just a thought and not something you would do it might be normal. If it is something you dream of really doing then no, it is not normal and you should seek help immediately.

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  • ComboBreaker

    I would take a pair of sisors or a razor to my left jugular after carveing pictures and words into my skin. Fun and certain. You gotta admit though. You have a problem and should seek help. You realy shouldnt go through with any of the suicide planes you make. Not normal.

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  • schumacher

    seek help.
    not normal.

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  • Proudfear

    no, thats a bit messed up,see a therapist

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  • If you hate your self or/and your life really badly and you really wanna do it. so yeh is normal. BUT think good if thats really what you want before you do it.

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