Is it normal i'm straight but i want to be with a super feminine dude
There's this guy at my college who is absolutely gorgeous, he's tall and fit but dresses really feminine and wears a lot of jewelry and does some makeup here and there. Like the dude is abolsutely beautiful and he's so fuckin' smart and incredibly kind and gentle, goodie goodie, all that nice shit.
I asked him if he was tryna be a chick or a drag queen and he said no he just liked being pretty, so I asked if he was gay and he said he wasn't attracted to guys or girls which makes no sense. He doesn't talk like those stereotypical gay guys do his voice is like really smooth and masculine and he talks real smart.
Anyway I'm straight as an arrow but I'm goddamn in love with this guy. I talked to him all the time about really anything, he tutored me, I helped him with working out, up until I beat him and robbed him so he doesn't talk to me too much now even though I gave his stuff back and said I was sorry. My friends thought he was weird as hell but I think he's great. I still wanna get with him cause I think about him 24/7 I just don't know if that makes me gay or something. Cause like yeah he's a guy but he's basically a chick in a lot of ways.