Is it normal i'm straight but attracted to to a lesbian?
I'm a straight 22 year old woman with a boyfriend of 4 years. Today I was grocery shopping and noticed an employee there. Not to stereotype, but she had a lesbian vibe. Short hair, tall and big for a woman and dressed in mens fashion. The only obvious indicator of her being female were her breasts. The way she moved and spoke was not feminine. I found myself having feelings of attraction towards her based off just those things mentioned. I watched her from the food court area and got happy when she looked at me for a very brief second. I wanted to talk to her, ask her name, get to know her. I wondered what it would be like to date her, have her cuddle me in her arms, kiss and then I imagined sex with her. I've never been with a girl so I didn't really know what to imagine. I wouldn't mind her doing things to me, but I don't think I could return the favor. I'm not sexually attracted to females, yet I feel attraction to this woman in other ways. I keep thinking about her and I feel sort of guilty. I wouldn't leave my boyfriend for anyone, but I feel like I really want to know her. Only other instance like this happened in 4th or 5th grade. I developed a crush on a girl who also had boyish traits.