Is it normal i'm losing my best friend?
I've been friends with my best friend for eight years now. We've always been wicked close. Once we entered high school though something changed. Her grandparents died, which really affected her. She developed an eating disorder and became obessed with her weight.She lost around 50 pounds in just a couple of months. It's been 2 years since and she's become even more insecure about her weight and appearance in general.She's convinced that she needs a boyfriend to make her happy and after that she'll be fine. Instead of getting a therapist she has gotten in the habit of making me feel bad about my physical appearance, insecurities, and faults. I had a stroke when i was a baby and am now paralzyed on my right side. She makes fun of my right leg beause it has no strength and is alot smaller than my left. she kicks it and calls it "skinny leg". I know she does this because she hates herself so much but she doesnt realize it really hurts my feelings. None of our mutual friends trust her or take anything she says seriously and they tell me to do the same. But she makes me so angry. I've tried explaining this to her and all she says is "sorry" and then just continues laughing and joking about my paralysis. I've tried ending the friendship numerus times but she always texts me and makes me feel bad and constantly says she misses me and that shes definetely changed. But i can't trust her and don't want her in my life anymore. what should i do?