Is it normal i'm living according to the end of the world?

That's right I am. I'm not living like doing every thing I want to do for the rest of the year but rather more like if I don't get what I want like a job or something then I won't sweat it cause it's the end of the world, why stress? Im so into this that my friend and I were talking about how it might not be the end of the world but rather the end of time since The Mayans didn't say its the end but they just stopped the calendar meaning the world continues but society time ends. Honestly, i was so bummed when i came to realize yeah it probably wont be the end of the world. Im not an in denial person so i wasnt going to pretend like its still possible but I still heavily hope it happens. Why don't I just commit to my own death on my own time? Because that's not the point. The point is the world is f*cked up already because it's made up of oblivious human beings who think nothing is wrong w them when they are contributing to the world destructing. Unfortunately those are the majority and the minority can't get out of the hole. The minority is always right but people are always gonna say "no that's wrong since the majority of people say is so and so". They don't get that the majority of people are effin stupid so you're following them? Goodluck. So unless we can get rid of the majority, I can't wait for the end of the world. Sorry world, people had to exist.