Is it normal i'm always so emotional?

I know it is hard for you now that you have realised that you could have done things differently. I am sure at a certain point in life, when for example someone regrets not doing something that should have been done at the time; a person begins to feel really emotional as a result of the different outcome. You just have to tell yourself for sure that those days are over, you cannot go back and change them; neither can I. However, now that you know this all you can do is make sure that you do not repeat the same mistake again - that which will make you feel emotional again.

And there is nothing wrong with pretending to be tough. The fact that you are aware of your feelings is a good sign. All you have to do now, and I know it might take a long time to do; is to stop being so emotional, take a fresh approach to life and instead of having to pretend to be tough all the time, showing your true emotions to other people sometimes is relieving.

Thanks again Ldizzy! Especially the part where you said I shouldn't take any crap from my friends for sometimes being emotional. I know they probably won't give me any, but it'll be something totally new for them, that's for sure!

Also glad you think I'm still kinda young.

I think its good that you're in touch with your emotions. But sometimes you just have to face the reality that whats gone is gone, and you can't bring your past back. Whatever has happened was supposed to happen. You can't control fate.

We all learn from our past experiences and mistakes, or at least try to. But as long as you don't make those mistakes again, you'll probably be fine. But for now, just live your life day by day. Relax and don't think too much into things. Let yourself move forward.

And seriously, don't be afraid to show a little emotion here and there to your friends. If they really are your friends, they won't love you any less for showing your soft side. Shedding a tear or two or even frowning a little doesn't necessarily mean you're not strong. Your emotions might just run deeper than others and theres nothing wrong with that. Best wishes! :)

Girls like emitional guys :)