Is it normal i loathe my mother

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I was the only girl baby my mother gave birth. I was the unwanted one as she wanted a boy baby. Her husband didn't even look at me when I was born. My mother has 3 younger sisters. They have taken care of me till now. She went to start off her career as a teacher in a govt school and she had multiple affairs. She aborted twice. She also slept with the govt official to get an award...It happens that way in india...sleep with the right guy u get an award or a promotion...now she died...didn't leave me with anything...I didn't even see her naked body in the end...few of her talks etc has come onto me and off late I have started to hate myself for being born...I feel suicidal...her husband was a drunkard who used to sleep with the maid...Once my mum caught him with his sister having sex ! India has changed ! Such is the family...I am depressed. .I dnt have a job...I want to leave this rotten country ...can anyone out there help me get out of india? Few say dnt hate ur mum after all u were in her stomach for 9 months...but I totally disagree ...I hate both the so called mother and her husband...pls help me

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Based on 12 votes (7 yes)
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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    How is anyone supposed to help you? No one can make your daddy or mommy love you.
    The ONLY thing you can do is live a grand life in spite of your upbringing, not wallow in misery because of it.

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    • garfield6120
      8 years ago

      I want to wipe them out of my memory they don't exist....its my aunt who is always brooding about them

      .no matter what I do she relates me to them...she won't even let me leave the house nor spend more money.. she handles my life as she feels she has brought me up...she hasn't married...I am a puppet in her hands...I hate the fact I am here in this God forsaken country with such nasty people around..

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  • IINtobeonthiswebsite
    8 years ago

    You can be a victim, or, you can stand up for yourself. It requires no license, no skills, NOTHING to have a kid but to fuck. There are definitley people out there who should never reproduce, and unfortunately have....hence, there are a lot of fucked up people in this world, many worse off than you. Please, before you reproduce, do us all a favor, get yourself together. You had no control over what your mother did or what your father did or continues to do.

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