Is it normal i like to be alone?

You're not opening up. At least don't sulk all the time. Find a certain someone that you can keep close with, like bestfriend or whatever. Someone you're comfortable with.

People can't spell because fucking iPhones auto correct everything and change the words you are typing.

Your first sentence is very revealing. You should try to smoke less. I smoke a lot too and i used to think (now i know) it prevents me from having a more complete social life

Yes and no... Ur bottling up ur feeling and emotions i suggest u talk to a shrink.., and get the help you need to move forward.. But it is understandable u like to be alone, but sometimes friends are fixers...good luck to u and I wish u all the best.

^related to the above poster. Start writing in a journal about what you feel. You have to release those feelings.

I know how you feel. Being around people yet still feeling alone.

And don't blame yourself for what happened to your ex. Everyone makes their own choices. And if you feel differently, you are running from truth and responsibility.

Write a book about your experiences.

Stop doing drugs.

Wow ^^^^ people can't spell well. "dong something", "load back on the weed" haha =P

Spelling aside they are saying good points. what i think u need is someone to be a good listener for u. they are out there, im told im on, becsue people keep dumping their baggage on me all the time. (molested as a child, parents are only togather for the kids, & money problems) It doesnt matter how or what gender they are, the just need to show u the basic human respect of listening to u, letting the underlineing pressure that u have to have an outlet to vent.

Plz trust me on this, dont let it get to the point that u explode. Its never pretty. I hope you can find or have someone to just be there. Its a basic human need and if no one will, i mean imma nobody but i always play "dr. phil" for people, all i ask in return is u to return the favor and listen to my crap sometimes.

Best of luck =)

you are depressed lay off the weed for a while and try dong something phisical

it's normal but not normal at the same time. you're just starting the most exciting time of your life. college. you should be networking and having fun. if you can, i suggest you go talk to someone. it's going to help you deal with what you're feeling. you can't keep this all too yourself. this burden is too hard for you to carry. hang in there. i'd load back on the weed. it's making you want to just feel numb. you got so much ahead of you.

Well you obviously do care if you are sending a story about it onto a website. You are alone because you choose to be not because you have to be so stop looking to get an "aww shes all alone" comment because its "your" choice that your alone and you can change that but instead you would rather go online and try make a sob story about it instead of changing it.