Is it normal i like like my long lost brother i got meet?

This is the story last weekend I went down to KY to my birth mothers funeral service since she passed away on June 11th.
I havent met her and I am 24 years old.
I never met her son, my brothers. They are half siblings, I am feel as if one of them may be attracted to me, I feel the same too, but just one. I have 5 actual brothers from my birth mom side, there are six of us.
I might feel just disgusted and thinking this is just my hormones and I am weird and Probably not understanding why I crave weirdest feeling from them.
I wanna go back down to KY and spend my life around all of them, even especially one of them. I wanna be that close. i just dont like the way I feel and hope this feeling goes away.... Because I do not wanna ruin my almost a year with my current relationship, I mean we been bickering and hes been very disrespectful but I really been loyal to him, but I am gulity for cheating him in my past with him with my older ex , I cant say his name, but he is like 33. I just hate that he thinks I want him back (my bf treats me like i want my ex back when i dont and i repeat myself almost everyday) i may sound crazy maybe i need a doc, but i really need answers why i feel this type of way against one brother of mine? I have been searching all day and night to see if this is more common... I just feel weird i want to run back to KY and be with my long loss family I havent meet and been around for years.... They miss me too and they knew of me, but never got to have me around.... What should I do? You think i should admit to one of the brother, that i feel heavy connection to? And be confession that to him? Or wait until the feeling fade?? I feel like if i do this it would hurt most of my family, esp my grandparents who raised me and kept me away from my family that lives in KY.... What can I do?? I wanna come back but I have a two yr old daughter that stuck lives with my grandparents..... I want to run to my family with her... I dont know ....

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  • Tempest-au

    The phenomenon is called Genetic Sexual Attraction, so it's a real thing. That said, it's not "Genetic Sexual Must-Fuck-Your-Relatives"! You still have a choice here.

    Also, I'm not sure about in the USA, but over here KY is a popular brand of lubricant. Not that this is relevant to your post, but it gave me a childish giggle reading it. ;)

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  • mysistersshadow

    I think its legal in Kentucky to marry your half brother so go for it.

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  • Tybo626

    I don't really know what to say about your current relationship but I can tell you that acting on your feelings for your brother would be a bad idea. Doing that would bring nothing but bad things into your life if anyone ever found out . Just let the feelings pass. A fleeting attraction isn't worth the possibility of such heavy stress. I also think that .perhaps the idea of running away to your other family only seems so nice due to you feeling stuck and dissatisfied with your current situation .

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