Is it normal i like brutal scenes and think brutal

ight listen my whole life i love bloody scenes and stuff lately i get so mad at people and they say i stare at them without blinking for like 5 mins and and when i snap out of it im thinking brutal "ex."( one time i thought of beating up a dude bad getting them on the ground elbowing him so much his jaw pops outta place and then i get up and stomp his head until his side of his head buckles out and blood pouring out of his ears) and there was another time when i pictured my self choking a dude with his friends intestines i dont mind the thoughts it dont bother me its just alot of people call me crazy.