Is it normal i lie to my girlfriend about my disorder (pica)

I’m 23 and I have pica, which means I eat a lot of things that aren’t food.
(Mostly wood, chalk, rocks, ice, erasers, wires, glass, rubber, leaves, roots, plastic, lots of coins and paper money, cotton, fabric, pencils, string.)

And I haven’t told my girlfriend it’s a real problem yet, and really I lie to her a lot about it. If she ever asks about an object that I’ve eaten and she doesn’t know, I lie about where it is. I lie about where I am when I’m attending therapy. I lie about the medicine I take. I’ve even lied about a hospital visit. And anytime she has her suspicions or catches me trying to eat something I lie about my intentions. Obviously she’s knows I “like to chew” and just assumes it’s nerves or a quirk, she has no idea the extent of my behavior.

I hate lying. I really do. But it’s weird as hell to explain to people, and even harder to hear over and over “why don’t you just not do it”
It’s goddamn embarrassing enough to have any health/mental issues, it’s 10x harder when it’s something that can be so easily turned into a joke.

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21% Normal
Based on 33 votes (7 yes)
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Comments ( 20 )
  • Cuntsiclestick

    Honestly if I was dating someone who lied to me, I'd be hurt enough to leave. I always seem to find out when someone is lying. One day, she's going to catch you in the act, and you'll have no choice but to explain it then. You're better off telling her now before it gets to that point. It'll be much less hurtful if you tell her instead of her finding out on her own.

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  • 11103

    I'd tell her, and explain to her how hard it is and why you haven't told her untill now. If she loves you she'll understand.

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  • IrishPotato

    Just try to explain it to her. Hiding it will eat you up.

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    • Jinko

      Now that's some food for thought

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      • IrishPotato

        Haaaaaaaaa

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        • Jinko

          I see you have good taste in jokes

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          • IrishPotato

            OP will get my point though. All in good thyme.

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  • TomatoJuice

    lol I also have a disorder its called ligma. ¨lig-ma balls¨

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    • RoseIsabella

      https://memegenerator.net/img/instances/72190823/i-see-what-you-did-there.jpg

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  • anonY123

    Just tell her and don't worry about it

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  • Yeah, it is normal that you lie. That was the question, right?

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  • RoseIsabella

    I can't stand a liar!

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  • spit

    I also have struggled with pica, so I know how you feel. You should try to be open in your relationship though. I'm sure she will understand. She loves you, and hiding things can lead to issues of trust later on.

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