Is it normal i hope to see him one more time?

I had a crush whom I was obsessed with over 10 years ago. I have never stopped thinking of him, I dream of him all the time. Its like no time has ellipses in how I feel about this guy. Of course both of us have gone on with our lives and he probably forgot me but I have been checking on him periodically (thanks social media, you make this kind of thing so easy for us cyberstalkers).My biggest wish is to see him just one more time, not necessarily to hook up but I just want to see his face in person. I know it sounds pathetic but I keep praying this will happen. I don't want to change my life I just feel Ill never be satisfied until I see him again.